The movies I watch and the music I listen to and the books I read, those are important to me. It's very important to me and I don't know what I would do without those things.
I'm a realist, I'm a romantic,
I am indecisive and that's about it.
It might be everything I've waited for, a miracle.
Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new,
it can never be the way I loved you.
Be in love with your life, every detail of it.
Oh, this hurts me more than I can stand today, in just one sitting.
I'm walking away and I know she wishes I would turn back more than anything. She's going to love me her entire life and maybe I will too, but I'm getting on this train for the last time. She knows the distance is hard, she knows the miles are too much. I wish they weren't, but this goodbye is the last. It isn't, "I'll see you soon," anymore. This is goodbye for good. Will I miss her? I'll miss her always, every second I spend forgetting her and everything meant to me. A year and a half of my life spent breathing her and now it's hard to breathe at all. I know I'm destroying her. I doubt she's even breathing at a safe rate right now, but my life can no longer be her. I can't pretend and I can't fight the miles any longer. She is unlike anyone, I won't deny you that, but she deserves a hero and I am not hers anymore. She'll think about me constantly and I'll ignore her. She isn't my heart anymore, she can't be. My back is probably burning itself into her memory but it's too late. Though I've loved her with all I have, this is goodbye. I am leaving her empty and I wish her luck. I would die before wanting to leave her like this, but I am.
It tears me up inside to see you.
Little things seem like nothing, but they give peace, like those meadow flowers which individually seem odorless, but all together perfume the air.
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